A bit emotional today

It’s 11am and I’m lying , lazing, slothing in bed. I’m fitting into the life of Spain by staying out later and taking it easy during the day, although I am clocking up an average of 12-14 thousand steps a day.

There’s a problem though. One of the reasons I’m still in bed is that it’s too cold to get up. I have no warm clothes. What was a thinking? Obviously I wasn’t thinking at all. I’m such a bad packer. I left everything to the last minute and blindly threw clothes into my suitcase. Nothing matches, nothing fits and everything is creased and there is no iron. Hotels here don’t seem to have irons either.

Also, writing texts and blogs is getting difficult because my phone is confused about whether it should be writing in English or Spanish. It keeps changing my words! Tan loco🤷🏻‍♀️

Nothing funny has happened in the past few days. I’ve spent a bit of time in the Garden of the Speaking Stones, a place I used to go to to meditate, but discovered the spiral of rocks and I’ve been walking them like a labyrinth.

I went to the Cathedral yesterday and lit a candle for a friend whose facing health challenges and Patti took me to a shop in new town to get a charger cord for my computer. I’ve mainly just been hanging with Patti in the afternoons, laughing, eating scrumptious tapas and reminiscing about the fun we’ve had over the years. Life is good.

Mostly, I’ve been thinking that there was a time I thought I would never get back, let alone , still be alive and able to travel. I’m now sure this will be my last trip to Spain though. Things have changed since Covid, and the Santiago I know is turning into a memory to treasure. Costs have increased, I’ve been encountering less and less free tapas with drinks and free cake with coffee. It’s just the little things, but they are the things that made this place so special.

I’ve also noticed that the locals are not as friendly anymore. I saw in the news how they are sick of tourists but I’ve seen it in action now. Customer service is certainly not what it used to be and some staff in restaurants are just positively rude. So sad to see this happening. I guess they think it doesn’t matter because the majority of us are just passing through. to be fair, the “pilgrim” is changing in attitude and behaviour as well. I think I’m done. Time for a new wave to come through and leave me with my fabulous memories and experiences.

To finish this post, I’m not saying I’m having a miserable time….far from it. I’m loving and making the most of it. The familiarity of Santiago and having friends here makes my time here so precious. Santiago de Compostela is a great place to be, full of energy and history. The stone walls buildings and roads hold many ancient secrets. It’s palpable. Traditions abound, festivals and fiestas continue to keep all this alive, and well, the cathedral has to be seen to believe. It is so magnificent, so huge! I’m astonished at how long the line is to go hug the effigy of St James ! They have put up barriers to steer us like cattle in a cattle race.

The effigy of St James
The cathedral

I know that I’m extremely lucky to be here, to be able to travel, have my health back, and I’m so very grateful for the friends I have here. …Gonzalo and Laura especially. And Patti , you know we are soul sisters. 💜

To all of you who supported me when I needed love and kindness so badly, I thank you from deep in my heart. Your prayers, candles and kind gestures and words were just what I needed…and it worked!

6 Replies to “A bit emotional today”

  1. Hi Margaret

    So lovely to be reading your blogs again. You certainly have a talent for expressing yourself.

    I totally understand what you are saying about how your experience has been different.

    I discovered that since COVID, many places have changed, and not for the better. I think people got used to not having the tourists around and now don’t want them; they survived without them and now feel overrun by them.

    Dundowran Beach has become so busy since COVID; it is as if everyone discovered it, and some new people who go there are not friendly or considerate of others. It won’t stop me from doing my evening fitness walks and walking our dog.

    It’s so good to see you are once again healthy.

    My mother always used to say, “If you go back, don’t expect it to be the same”. Meaning that everything changes and evolves, including ourselves.

    Enjoy what time you have left and find some wonderful new memories.

    love and hugs

    Katy

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    1. Yes thanks Katy. I knew it would be different- have to expect change, but the feeling here is dramatically different. I already knew I’d finished with walking caminos. I’m here this time with different glasses on seeing it all as a tourist

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  2. Finally got in had to reset my password. Kinda know how you feel, I had the same feeling in 2017, however went back again in 2019 and so glad I did.
    Wish I would be healthy enough to have come this year. It would have been different because it would have been with you and hanging out with Santiago friends too. I love the city. I have been thinking about the changes all over, not just on pilgrimage. I think Europe just overloaded on tourism. Too much of a good thing isn’t always good.
    Gonzalo and Laura were they able to get away for a honeymoon? Btw the wedding pictures are fabulous! Light and Love Ingrid

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